all in one

bismillahirahmanirahim..
assalamualaikum w.b.t..

after i viewed my blog and only few postings in a year so i decided to aim at least three postings in a year. hehe. this is like a self-journal kan. whenever you nak throwback boleh baca sini. lols

alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah

mixed news happy and sad. let me go to sad story first since i saw post about dad's operation in February 2012. well its almost 6 years and plus alhamdulillah dad'd vision is really good but starting end of last year his eyes getting blur. when he did the mri it showed his cyst is getting bigger and pressing his saraf mata. doc give him priority to do the operation. it gonna be a major operation since doc will open his skull and take out his brain, clear up the cyst and put it all back together.
allahu.. only listened to it give me goosebumps! apa ntah lagi kepada ayahku sendiri. may Allah grant his syifaa'. make it short, families majority not agreed thinking of the side effect after the operation. we are going for homeopathy pills and bekam currently. but, doc mentioned if his condition getting worst like he ada sakit kepala, vomit kena cepat-cepat bawa pergi hospital. Allah! please pray it wont happen :(

my aim this year was actully focusing on dad and futher my study. but Allah has a better plan for me. allahuakbar..

my application to further study was rejected. that feeling when you are so confident that you are gonna make it but you dont. only He knows how heartbreaking it was.

but Allah still love me. alhamdulillah. He replace that sadness with something else

Syukur. Pray Allah swt will continue to grant us His barakah, rahmah and make it ease for everything and everyone :)

Farewell

bismillahirohmanirohim

after 15 months i posted here, now i am back again. 

kita semua hidup di muka bumi yang indah hanyalah sebagai seorang traveler, dan penghujung kita yang kekal abadi adalah di sana: di alam barzakh. syurga atau neraka, we determine our fate, do good you end up at the best place, do bad you will have to face the consequences later.

actually i want to share my recently farewell with my housemate aka collegue aka partner in crime aka my massager aka my best chef here and many more! of course shes the best listener ever (counselor gak kan)

 our last program together, inshaAllah will meeting her again :)

her farwell. beside me is her mom, mdm chieng, she and fawwaz and mdm ting

indeed, Allah swt knows i am strong enough to face all of this.

tapi apa lah sangat dugaan kita di zaman sekarang berbanding dengan dugaan zaman para sahabat.

Allahu, semoga kita dapat rahmat Nya dan pengakhiran yang khusnul khatimah.

Aaminn

btw my parents are going to perform hajj this year without me, of course im happy yet sad because i cannot go with them. may Allah swt protect them always! 

my everything

assalamualaikum..

My last post was in April and now we are in another year of April. Alhamdulillah for still give us chance to live. So how was things going after a year? Let me go by point:
      - Job : Still a counselor (alhamdulillah)
      - Address : Still in Bintulu (mashaAllah until when i wanna be here.. only He knows)
      - Status : Still doesn't change. Im single at the age of 27years and 3 months 16 days old. (HAHA why so accurate)
      - Physical : Alhamdulillah my weight is increasing (its shows that how happy i am, cudnt be grateful enough), skin got darker and more wrinkles (SOBBSS)
I cant think of anything else. So thats all for the update.

#totd

"At the end of the day, in the day of resurrection, Allah will ask you for what you have done.

DO WE HAVE THE ANSWER NOW? ARE YOU READY FOR IT? ARE YOU ALREADY PREPARE FOR IT?


Allah Im scared, Honestly i dont know what i have contribute to the ummah, or even for my family and friends.

May Allah place us at the highest place in jannah. Aaminnn ;)

alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum,. today even i started it a bit chaotic but it end perfectly. im just happy even it because of sebesar zarah punya benda. we have to be grateful for whatever the reason is kan. and plus appreciate those thing. they are not gonna repeat and be the same next time.

hey I'm in Sarawak now!

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera..


hey actually I'm in the middle of preparing something for majlis restu ilmu at my school. and suddenly i want to share this teks for YDP PIBG since i got this task. and im thinking if i share this i hope its going to be helpful just in case anyone pun terkena same task like me. but its not done yet. so later kay!


good night and ma'salamah!

Dikir Zikir FIkir

Assalamualaikum and good morning..

Last night I went to a talk.. Aisha told me last minute and I was like okay I'm going inshaAllah. Kadang-kadang perkara yang kita rancang rapi, tapi bila Allah tak izinkan tak kan jadi juga. And things out of plan but Allah dah cakap kufayakun then it will happen macam-macam mana pun.

So let me share some input that i got last night. Well its kind of reminder to self juga bila later I baca entri ni balik kan...

(copy paste from my note)

Dikir zikir fikir
Ustazah Bahyah - 5th May 2014 - 10.15pm

1. Taat kepada ibu bapa
-balasan anak solehah :
i. Dosa terhapus
ii. Bahagia dunia akhirat
iii. Husnul khatimah (penyudah yg baik)
iv. Masuk syurga

(MashaAllah.. Sape tak nak tu semua?? Senang je plus bila buat dengan hati yang ikhlas kan.. Tapi bila fikir balik menyesal la apa yang buat dulu-dulu time zaman jahiliah. Huhu. May Allah accept our repentance.)

2. Berbakti kepada ibu bapa
i. Mengandung melahir menyusu

(refer to mak kita yang buat tu semua.. dont you feel you have to pay those? and even you give them thousand of money pon its still not paid off. Think back apa yang kita dah buat untuk mereka.. And if nak compare pun macam tak layak je kan. Sobss)

3. Menghargai pengorbanan ibu bapa terutama sekali ibu
i. Important rather than berjihad

(Rasulullah s.a.w pun cakap menjaga ibu lagi penting dari berjihad. As we know pahala berjihad ni besar and kalau mati dalam berjihad ni syurga tempatnya inshaAllah. Tapi jaga ibu lagi penting.. So pahala dia agak-agak apa? )

4. Dapatkan keredhaan ibu bapa
Keredhaan Allah terletak dlm keredhaan ibu and ayah
Kemurkaan Allah terletak dlm ibu ayah jugak

(Kalau ibu bapa tak redha apa yang dia dah beri.. Bayangkan Allah nak lepaskan masuk syurga ke tak? Allah pun tak nak bagi keredhaan kat kita.. MashaAllah. Semoga kita sentiasa berada dalam keredhaan Allah s.w.t dan ibu bapa kita. Amin.)

Any correction or addition please let me know. You can do so..
Alhamdulillah.
Allahuakbar..

Sesunguhnya yang baik tu datang dari Allah dan yg kekurangan itu datang dari saya sendiri..

Wallahualam.

Salam...

Buntu..

Assalamualaikum and good morning..

Before start doing my job, i need to express first. 

Alhamdulillah, Praise be to Allah for giving me chance to live another day. SubhanAllah.. Are we deserve to live without doing nothing? Sure when someone give you something you need to do something in return. But Allah did not ask much from us, He just want us to do good deeds,be a better muslim, listen to His order and avoid bad deeds. Is not it so easy? InshaAllah May He bless us..

Today i got my confirmation letter after 3 months probationary period was end. There are the pros and cons actually by receiving this letter. The cons is, once i confirm i need to give 2 months notice before i resign.. The main concern is, once i know the result of this posting thing, they didn't give us much time as my friend said lah. 2 weeks notice only. Duhh how im going to face those..

Allahu, May Allah help and ease our journey. Ameen. 

#sotd #rotd

"There are no other great lost other than we lost our Prophet Rasulullah s.a.w"

MashaAllah.. That statement shows that we cannot be too sad when lost someone or something. Everything is belong to Allah s.w.t. Who are we to blame or feels sad when we lost them? Surely when Allah take something from us, but He will return with something which better than before. He knows best right..

"Oh Allah, make my heart close with you. Please clean and purify my heart Ya Rabb and remove all the black dot.. Make my heart strong and istiqamah in worshiping You.. Forgive all my wrongdoings.. and my family as well. Ya Malik.. Ya Rahman.. please ease our plan and give blessing to us"

Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin