hey I'm in Sarawak now!

assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera..


hey actually I'm in the middle of preparing something for majlis restu ilmu at my school. and suddenly i want to share this teks for YDP PIBG since i got this task. and im thinking if i share this i hope its going to be helpful just in case anyone pun terkena same task like me. but its not done yet. so later kay!


good night and ma'salamah!

Dikir Zikir FIkir

Assalamualaikum and good morning..

Last night I went to a talk.. Aisha told me last minute and I was like okay I'm going inshaAllah. Kadang-kadang perkara yang kita rancang rapi, tapi bila Allah tak izinkan tak kan jadi juga. And things out of plan but Allah dah cakap kufayakun then it will happen macam-macam mana pun.

So let me share some input that i got last night. Well its kind of reminder to self juga bila later I baca entri ni balik kan...

(copy paste from my note)

Dikir zikir fikir
Ustazah Bahyah - 5th May 2014 - 10.15pm

1. Taat kepada ibu bapa
-balasan anak solehah :
i. Dosa terhapus
ii. Bahagia dunia akhirat
iii. Husnul khatimah (penyudah yg baik)
iv. Masuk syurga

(MashaAllah.. Sape tak nak tu semua?? Senang je plus bila buat dengan hati yang ikhlas kan.. Tapi bila fikir balik menyesal la apa yang buat dulu-dulu time zaman jahiliah. Huhu. May Allah accept our repentance.)

2. Berbakti kepada ibu bapa
i. Mengandung melahir menyusu

(refer to mak kita yang buat tu semua.. dont you feel you have to pay those? and even you give them thousand of money pon its still not paid off. Think back apa yang kita dah buat untuk mereka.. And if nak compare pun macam tak layak je kan. Sobss)

3. Menghargai pengorbanan ibu bapa terutama sekali ibu
i. Important rather than berjihad

(Rasulullah s.a.w pun cakap menjaga ibu lagi penting dari berjihad. As we know pahala berjihad ni besar and kalau mati dalam berjihad ni syurga tempatnya inshaAllah. Tapi jaga ibu lagi penting.. So pahala dia agak-agak apa? )

4. Dapatkan keredhaan ibu bapa
Keredhaan Allah terletak dlm keredhaan ibu and ayah
Kemurkaan Allah terletak dlm ibu ayah jugak

(Kalau ibu bapa tak redha apa yang dia dah beri.. Bayangkan Allah nak lepaskan masuk syurga ke tak? Allah pun tak nak bagi keredhaan kat kita.. MashaAllah. Semoga kita sentiasa berada dalam keredhaan Allah s.w.t dan ibu bapa kita. Amin.)

Any correction or addition please let me know. You can do so..
Alhamdulillah.
Allahuakbar..

Sesunguhnya yang baik tu datang dari Allah dan yg kekurangan itu datang dari saya sendiri..

Wallahualam.

Salam...

Buntu..

Assalamualaikum and good morning..

Before start doing my job, i need to express first. 

Alhamdulillah, Praise be to Allah for giving me chance to live another day. SubhanAllah.. Are we deserve to live without doing nothing? Sure when someone give you something you need to do something in return. But Allah did not ask much from us, He just want us to do good deeds,be a better muslim, listen to His order and avoid bad deeds. Is not it so easy? InshaAllah May He bless us..

Today i got my confirmation letter after 3 months probationary period was end. There are the pros and cons actually by receiving this letter. The cons is, once i confirm i need to give 2 months notice before i resign.. The main concern is, once i know the result of this posting thing, they didn't give us much time as my friend said lah. 2 weeks notice only. Duhh how im going to face those..

Allahu, May Allah help and ease our journey. Ameen. 

#sotd #rotd

"There are no other great lost other than we lost our Prophet Rasulullah s.a.w"

MashaAllah.. That statement shows that we cannot be too sad when lost someone or something. Everything is belong to Allah s.w.t. Who are we to blame or feels sad when we lost them? Surely when Allah take something from us, but He will return with something which better than before. He knows best right..

"Oh Allah, make my heart close with you. Please clean and purify my heart Ya Rabb and remove all the black dot.. Make my heart strong and istiqamah in worshiping You.. Forgive all my wrongdoings.. and my family as well. Ya Malik.. Ya Rahman.. please ease our plan and give blessing to us"

Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin

Allahu.. Allah

Assalamualaikum..

Before post entry check previous entry dulu then i laugh at myself. HAHA. Actually was thinking of creating a new blog tapi this is my journey of life. Ups and Down. Worst and Good. Always changing and once i am in the right path, then i am going to sustain and keep improving inshaAllah.

Thing make me gelak is about the guy that i met in twitter. Yeah because sekarang pun macam baru lepas berpisah dengan kawan baru yang i met. LOL.

Hopefully will fade away lah and can stand with those updates in facebook from both of them. Pray the best for them. Ameen :). They are good and intelligent people.. SubhanAllah. and they meant for each other.. Alhamdulillah.

#wordoftheday

"Don't assume. Don't think bad of others. Don't. ruin your mind by thinking those.. Just please don't'

Kita ada Dia.. He knows what best.. 

Actually those kata-kata is meant for myself. Haha. Here is to express things in our mind kan.. 

slowly lost her ;(

salam and hi..

in one month, we will lost her for real, we have no right to 'bebel' to her, scold her, expect her to be with us all the time, guess my mom sure miss her so much. she's the loveable in family afterall. i didn't expect that i'll lost her too soon and i am not prepare for that.

why she can't just stay the same? where she got these guts to make us feel like this? i love her but at the same time i hate her action toward us.

why she can just understand the reason we do certain things. its for her own sake ya know. it so frustrating. urgh!!!

moral of the story; please don't change yourself, if it is for betterment then okay, but if it make you worst please don't.

*semoga aku tak tergolong dalam kalangan-kalangan orang yang macam tu. amin ;')

A day after operation

assalamualaikum and hi..

Dad's condition is stable at first, but few hours later it getting worst as the bleeding happen to be non-stop. we're really worried because doc has said before its okay as long as no bleeding after operation. then till night, the on-call doc, Dr Shafiq come and treat ayah. then dad's condition getting better alhamdulillah. 

a worried me 

meal for lunch

haku yang makan XD

loyal sister ;p

i love them ;*. please pray the best for our family as it help so much without we realize about it ;)

wassalam

Operation Day

assalamualaikum dan selamat pagi..

Hari ini sangat mendebarkan. ayah sedang di operate sekarang ini di Hospital Sultanah Aminah, Jb. Ayah masuk pukul 7.30am and operation was started around 9am.

Actually, i thought this operation is kind of simple as before this doc wanna use laser or something thru ayah's nose in order to remove the cyst. oh plus, i thought it is a cyst, but turn out it became tumor already. double nervous and afraid.  back to how my dad will be operated, according to my sister ayah's tulang hidung will be removed then they will refer to pakar otak to korek2 the tumor. the tumor's size is about 3cm. Then, they will glue all of them back if tak cukup kulit, amek kulit dari kaki. Thank God ayah's tumor ni jenis yg baik, dia tak merebak tempat lain. Alhamdulillah.

According to doc, there are many possibilities that might happen. for example, the tumor can only be removed maybe 80%, or even 20 or 30 percent only. Oh Allah, how i wish it can be removed all of it. And the darah that ayah's will get ftom org2 yg menderma tu, though it has been screened, but we never know if the darah tak sihat. ya know what i mean aite. mohon dijauhkan lah Ya Allah. 

Another truth is though dad's tumor has been removed, dad's vision can be treated. The purpose of the operation is to avoid the tumor become worst. Poor ayah.. 

"Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Ya Malik, Ya Aziz, Ya Jabbar, lindunglah ayahku, Mohd Sah b Hj Ibrahim. Berkatilah operation ini Ya Allah, tunjukkan lah keajaiban-Mu Ya Allah, kurniakanlah penglihatan yang baik terhadap ayah ku Ya Allah. Pinjamkan lah kekuatan-Mu kpd kami sekeluarga Ya Allah. Kepada Mu kami memohon dan kepada Mu kami meminta pertolongan. Sembuhkan lah penyakit ayahku, amin amin amin ya rabbalalamin"

me, uda, along

mom look so worry

dad is getting ready

i love all of the above. please protect them Ya Rabb :')